My PAST Love

Please. Don't bother me again.

Siguro we are both okay and gotten over na pero I still want to forget, I'm in the midst of forgetting everything about you, about your family and about us.

I admit it, I'm still missing the good points you have. Those good things na ikaw lang ang gumawa at nagparamdam sakin. But I still see it as in Vain.

You are my Lesson miko. Painful. 

Di pa rin kita kayang tiisin, so please. Just don't bother me and I'll just stay still kung nasan man ako, ang malayo sayo, walang koneksyon sayo. Just don't bother me again, don't text me or call me. Please miko. Please.

Actually, I've also wanted to talk to you.. to be your friend.. pero siguro hindi muna ngayon.. Wag muna ngayon. I need to build a strong relationship with my God muna para firm ako. Ayoko na kasing bumalik pa sa maling nagawa ko. Ayoko ng bumalik pa yung feelings ko sayo. Now that things in my life are getting back into order, I don't want to loose it again. I wanna be right and just love God and just focus on becoming better while I am waiting for that right time and that right will of God. I want to do that. I will urge myself to do that. I will be patient.

Miks, all I hope for you is Happiness. I have no bitterness in you miko. Be whole and may you find God in your path. That's the kind of love I can always give you.

DIY ITINERARY @ CAGBALETE

From the Thank You for the CAGBALETE EXPERIENCE post, now we're here na sa DIY Itinerary that we've planned. Actually, This itinerary was done within just a week lang. Thanks pala sa mga Bloggers out there, laking tulong ng Blogs niyo. Keep it up! I love reading your Blogs!



ITINERARY
CAGBALETE 2D1N TRIP 
MAY 30-31, 2016


MONDAY
12mn         Byahe from Sampaloc to Lucena via AB Liner
        Juls, Jona, Hannah
4am    Arrived @ Lucena Grand Central Terminal
        We are supposed to Wait for Nikka but since she was late, umalis na kami ng 5:30am       Ride Bus to Mauban via NCR Lines
                Left Lucena Terminal
7am         Arrival @ Mauban
        Stay for a while @ Jonah's house and Prepare, Buy foods sa Market
10:00am We were rushed by tito Benny na sumakay na ng Bangka dahil 3pm na ang next trip to Cagbalete
1030am Sail on Boat, Naghintay pa palang mapuno ang Bangka
12nn    Arrival at SABANG port, Cagbalete
12:30nn Fix things up in the Haus and Ate Lunch (Sa dahon)
2:30pm      Island Hop to YANG-IN Island (Per Island pala ang pay sa Banca)
5pm          Snorkelling
6pm          Banlaw
7pm          Prep Food for Dinner
8pm          Trek, we searched for a place where we could eat along the shore. (Sa dahon ulit) Medyo malayo, nakarating kami ng Pansacola. The place was nice.
9pm          Fly the Lantern (It was for me Letting go of the things that have hurt me or still hurts me. I'm so Happy. It feels good to fly a Lantern. I was freed)
10pm        Trek ulit pabalik ng haus
11pm        Tambay sa Casita para mag-upload. And konting play ng Volleyball.
1145pm     At Bed. Sobra pagod.

TUESDAY
7am Rise and Shine (We were supposed to wake up at 5am but dahil sa pagod, late na. We we're not able to watch the sunrise. And do other things kasi lowtide na)
        Breakfast
8am Ligo ulan
        Explored the Resorts
Dona Choleng, it was impressive. Maganda.
        Joven's, maganda rin.
        Aguho Playa
        Villa Noe, the place was attractive.
        Villa Cleofas, the place was colorful.
        Picture dito at doon.
        Swim swim.
11nn Banlaw
Fix thy self and things
1pm Ride the Boat to Mauban
2pm Offshore to Mauban
Rest a bit at Jona's Pad
3pm We took our lunch. Sarap ng Pancit Lucban & Tamis anghang
Explore Mauban
Umakyat sa Rizal Park aka Kalbaryo
        Namundok
5:30pm GoodBye Quezon, Last trip ng Van
7pm Arrival at Diversion, we bought pasalubong here. Traffic.
Rode AB Liner Bus diretso Sampaloc terminal
12mn HOMEBOUND!

EXPENSES
BUS	217*2	434
BUS fr LUCENA	54	54
VAN fr MAUBAN	60	60
FOOD	1428/7	204
Accommodation	500/7	72
Bangka w/Snorkelling	1500/7	215
Entrance Fee for Kalbaryo		10
Public Boat to Cagbalete		140
Souvenir		50
Pasalubong		300
Yema Cake	160
Cheesecake	60
Longganisa Lucban	80
Sidecar		30
Lunch at Mauban		35
		1604

Nagkabalikan ba kayo?

Tanong ng Tito mo.

Nakakatawa. Nakakalungkot. Naiisip pa rin kita hanggang ngayon. 
Sa totoo lang naguguluhan rin ako hanggan ngayon,
alam ko na tama ang desisyon ko na iwan ka, na talikuran at layuan ka.
Pero hindi ibig sabihin nun na hindi kita minahal. Dahil minahal kita. Mahal na mahal. 

Di ko rin alam kung tama pa bang balikan ka?
Gusto ko. Gusto pa din kita. Pero kailangan kong timbangin ang sitwasyon.

Yung family mo, alam ko umaasa pa rin na magkakabalikan tayong dalawa.

Kagaya ng tanung sakin ng isa mo pang tito nuon,

Bibigyan mo pa ba ng Second chance?

For me yes. But with a lot of conditions. Kaya't sa ngayon, wag na. Wag na lang muna.

Thank You for the CAGBALETE Experience!

YES! Bawas na ng Isa TRAVEL GOALS ko! The time we went to Agdangan, Quezon (Ugh! I miss that place too), Jonah have thought of coming to Cagbalete as well. Since then, I dreamed of coming there too, nakita ko rin naman from the posts and blogs na maganda dun. At yun, di nga ko nagsisi. Well, I always appreciate things naman, maliit man or malaki.

And finally, sa hinahaba man ng buwan, ang Drawing na plano ay naKulayan din. Salamat sa Weather🌁, kahit magJune na nakisama pa rin siya. Ang saya! Salamat sa mga nakasama ko. JonahBe as Photographer (Thanks sa Phone mo at sa Drypak natin). Himeshu  as Selfie Queen. NikkaChu as SexyQueen. Entot.  as Enteng. Kiel as Tourguide (Experto sa daan to) and Ian as Johnny Deep (ay Depp pala. Tanned Version. KakaBeach) and last but not the least, Ako as Promotor (na nagpushthrough ng lahat, nagplano, nag-ayos, nagcoordinate, naghanda, nagluto at namalengke)

SAD thing was, Erika wasn't able to come. Ang daya! Mabuti na lang there's no room for Negativity in my Heart. Hohoho. It was all worth it then. I so love the place and The inhabitants in it.

This post will show my gratitude with these people I'm with during the Gala.

Thank You!
for the FUN. HAPPINESS. BONDING. SHARING OF THOUGHTS. JOKES. Sa PAG-ALALAY. Sa PAG-GUIDE. Sa PAGTURO ng Daan. Sa EXPERIENCE. Sa ALAALA. Sa BAHAY na aming natuluyan. Sa nanay na NAGLUTO ng aming ULAM. Sa dalawang ASO na nagsama samin while pauwi. Lalo na kay Choko 🐶 . Kay kuyang Bangkero. Kay Ate Ally na nag-open ng house niya for us. Kay Tito Benny na nagpamadali samin dahil maiwan na daw kami ng Bangka at naglibre ng Environment Fee? (Di ko kasi naalalang nagbayad ako nun HAHA) Kay Mommy, sa pagpatuloy samin sa bahay nila. Kay JonahBe, na nagpakilala sakin ng Quezon. Kay HanaBishi, sa napakagandang Camera. Kay Nikka, na nakasabay ko sa pag-uwi, kahit mejo naligaw kami. Kay Ian, sa pagbuhat samin. At sa nakakatuwang Accent ng Bisaya. I'm amazed! Kay Kiel, na aming tourguide. Hihi. Salamat sa kakulitan. Kay Entot na akala ko ay Enteng, dahil sa kanya di namin makilala si Ate Ally. Di kami makakalibre ng lodging. At higit sa lahat, Kay Lord. Sa napakagandang Creation niya.

Here are the things we did in Cagbalete:

• Boodle Fight at Lunch (dahil nagtitipid rin kami sa Hugasin)
• Rent a Boat for only 1300 for the Islanda Hop at YANG-IN SandBar
• Explored Mangrove's near Pilarosa
• Snorkelling 
• Trekking, we've searched for a place along the shore where we could have our Dinner, as usual, Boodle fight again.
• Lakad to Creepy place before Pansacola
• Flying the Sky Lantern
• Volleyball (But since it's night na, di na namin napagpatuloy and pagod na rin ang iba)
• Explored the Beaches
• Nag-igib sa Balon
• Naligo sa Ulan
• Nagpicture-taking
• Umakyat ng Bundok (forgot what it called)
• Visited Rizal Park in Mauban aka Kalbaryo
• We Ate Pancit Habhab and Pancit Tamis-Anghang (Sobrang Sarap!)
• Visited the preserved Public Bath of Spaniards since 1725th almost 300 year na siya right?

Other things you can do:

• There's a pool in Aquazul where you can swim along, we a fee of 150.00 as I've heard
• Island hop to Baliscar where you can see the Lighthouse
• Island hop to Bonsai Island which I've heard you can only visit if you will stay at Cleofas
• Horseback ride(100/30mins) at Cleofas which I suggest that you advise them earlier or go there as early as you can kasi nirerequest pa nila yung Kabayo from somewhere in the middle of the Island daw. Kaya di na kami nakasakay kasi kulang na sa time e. 
• Kayaking 200/hr(double)
• Frisbee
• Cliff Jump 
• Gala sa Cemetery dun